Vasilisa: Fire Elf

DistinguishingProbably in about 80% of marriages, it all came about because of lust. Not at all incidental or meaningless when married men have affairs or even develop a porn addiction. The information from Men's Rights Activist websites is certainly illuminating. Such as most American women over the age of thirty for example are defined in ever so flattering terms like hag. Thirty years old? I suppose such a mindset stems from women being valued for transient attributes like youth and beauty. And as I mentioned before, many women act as enablers by also engaging in promiscuity or not shunniDistinguishing
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Real love is a choiceDid more soul-searching as I sometimes do. Gained further insight into the nature of love. Beyond mistaking lust or feeling a certain way as love. Rather interesting as to how extensive this culture is based upon women catering to the tastes of men. Any benefits that women derive are largely incidental.Real love is a choice
Adult aka gentleman's clubs are for the benefit of men. The usage of makeup is for the benefit of men. Expecting women to as closely resemble the depictions on magazine covers is for the benefit of men. Curious how men in general are not activ


A Business DecisionMore thinking on my part and as usual, the answer came to me. Still have the Craig's List option for the future. Simply state Exactly what I desire up front. This also occurred to me. One would think that the proliferation of profiles on all these dating websites would make it far easier to get in touch with other people. So why are there still so many profiles out there? Believe it is partially to do with how women specifically make intimate relationships more complicated than they need to be. That somehow there is a sort of randomness that determines the success orA Business Decision


A matter of SurrenderingBelieve that when the time is right, a worthy prospect will enter my life. Do sympathize with the relationship woes of Men's Rights Activists, but based upon the criteria that they have, it seems that many of them want a woman who essentially has no personality and/or self-assertion. Incidentally, my standards are not that unrealistic and the Marriage Strike works in my favor. Believe that my pride once again made me a bit inflexible.A matter of Surrendering
Such as only accepting my own First during this incarnation as a potential new Lifemate. An intimate relationship with someone like myself cou


Real LoveI believe that I originally got the one tattoo done on my shoulder as a permanent reminder of how deep my feelings run. Even before I actually was aware that I ever had a completely different form or a husband for that matter. Forms may change, but ones heart never does. When love is real to begin with. Quite aware now how pervasive it is in this culture for such things as lust or temporarily alleviated low self-worth to be mistaken for actual love. I realize the advantages that this new body of mine provide. Practically unrestricted sexual access to women instead of men. May be a bit biaReal Love
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A Matter of WorthinessAs usual, a great night out at Frankies and definitely looking forward to round two out on the dancefloor of life on Saturday night. Tired and sore, but not really to the point that I should feel like I am "dying". That whole being over the age of thirty detail. Always interesting seeing how to find a way to fit in comfortably in this lifetime, but without compromising or Settling. I believe that since my own Awakening occurred almost four years ago this coming August, no new prospect has entered my life simply because there is not a truly worthy prospect in this area.A Matter of Worthiness
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Male EmpowermentSomething incidentally that is as important as female empowerment. For an example of the later, a woman will say to herself, that I will save myself, share myself only with a worthy consort. Quite aware that very few women are truly empowered or actual feminists. Real feminists do not attempt to become "men". I believe that such things as partner sex and a woman feeling a certain way only matter when one has low self-worth. Easy to feel good about yourself when a woman, any woman shows you some attention. No matter how overweight you might be. But the same goes for wMale Empowerment


Being CelibateStill cannot believe that my weight is presently 187 lbs exactly. And it is not like I am shunning food completely either. Based on observations, 180 lbs is about as low as I should go. Unless I want to start looking skinny. Toned and muscular is good. I think also, from taking into consideration the many comments on this one upcoming Japanese toy over on YouTube, that younger males that do buy it are somehow losers. The robot girfriend. Evident to me there is a pervasive notion that ones self-worth as a male depends upon being intimately involved with a woman.Being Celibate


Soul searchingAs usual, an answer came to me. How to (finally!) find an ideal long-term relationship, but not go through too much trouble and at the expense of my personal creativity. Did a little Google search. There is such a thing as monogamous Pagans here! I suppose that I want a serious relationship as to ensure that not only do I not have to wonder about such nonsense as divorce and so on. Recognize a specific and artificial limitation set up by mere by mere virtue of being reincarnated as a person of the opposite sex. And being largely limited to women.Soul searching
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Becoming too ordinaryAnother reason I prefer using my new avatar pic by Kumensia. Seem to have a phobia of becoming too ordinary in this lifetime. This loathing is all the more prevalent when I am heading home from work and see all the normal people headed to the stadium to watch a baseball game. Not simplistically only that I am repulsed by overweight people, but by the thought of ending up like such people. Really wish this was a Pagan culture and it was common to see people wearing distinctive clothing. Added yet another great CD to my collection. African Groove.Becoming too ordinary
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Relationship InsanityThe quote below perfectly illustrates why I chose to leave dating far behind me in life. If the accepted definition of insanity is to repeat the same action over and over, but expect different results, then that clearly describes dating in this culture. Better to do away with any notions that love is somehow a mysterious random force. I suppose believing that nonsense is why relationships last so briefly.Relationship Insanity
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The game of love is to get hurt a million times over until you find that one person.
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